Well, this sucks. (Patreon)
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Hi, everybody.
Since returning to Hoard from focusing on RBP, I feel like I've been doing quite well - I'm very happy with the progress of the story, I finally feel like I've got a solid handle on the plot of Book 3, and I've been doing a good job of sticking to a three-chapter-a-week schedule.
So today, I wrote another chapter. And in my editing pass, I realized that it is completely unnecessary.
It's...some light character work, and otherwise just kingdom-building fluff, covering only material that's more suited to being noted in asides in more plot-relevant passages. It doesn't progress the plot or anyone's characterization, and those are the requirements I have for writing a piece of story. Either the story itself or characters make progress, otherwise there's no point.
This has...genuinely never happened to me before, but it happened to the work I've done over the last two days. There's no point. If I were reading through the completed story, I'd just glaze past this chapter. I could skip it entirely and lose nothing.
I'm so frustrated. I can't publish this; it's just plain not up to my standards. It isn't bad, it's just pointless, and frankly that's worse.
So...I don't have a chapter for you today. I've wasted a couple days of effort and got nothing, and it's now Wednesday evening and I do not have the energy to go back to the drawing board.
I will go back to the drawing board tomorrow. Perhaps some of this can be salvaged. Otherwise, I'll just start over completely and file it away in a sub-folder. Maybe release it as extra content sometime. I dunno. Right now I'm too tired and too disappointed and mad at myself to make a concrete plan.
Anyway, that's why there is no midweek chapter this time. I'm sorry. I just wanted everybody to know, I'm not having another mental episode, in fact things are going quite well. I have been working. I just...completely fucked up. I guess it happens to all of us.
I will have a chapter for you, a good one that's worth reading, as soon as I can.
Thanks, all.